I hate writing these essays. I can't get them saying and flowing the way I want them to. I want these essays to be PERFECT! I know deep down that they can't really be "PERFECT" but that doesn't mean I'm not going to work my butt off trying. It's just a little irritating when I try to write and I can't get fully "inspired". I need to be inspired to write, I need to feel something when I pick a topic and write an essay. No inspiration, my essays feel odd and they have an icky feeling about them. Yes, I said icky. It just makes... I don't know how to explain it, but my skin crawls when my essays aren't perfect. I feel like my essays can't get perfect. I am a perfectionist who needs to make sure my college essays get me where I want to be. My college essays need to be awsome, and when they can't get that way I get frusterated! Horribly, unbelieveably frusterating!
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